(84-54 b.c.e.)

by T. Apiryon

The first great Roman lyric poet, noted for his sincere, elegant, and passionate eroticism, the model for the medieval tradition of the art of courtly love. One of the great influences on Crowley the lyric poet.

Catullus was born into a wealthy family of Celtic descent in the town of Verona in Cisalpine Gaul. His father was a friend of Julius Caesar, and sent his young son to Rome to learn the ways of the city. He was noticed by one Clodia Metelli, a married woman ten years his senior. They embarked upon a tempestuous love affair which provided the material for most of Catullus’s poetry. The “Poems to Lesbia” written in the style of Sappho, chronicle the affair from flirtation through passion to bitter betrayal.

Catullus is also noted for two wedding songs written for his friends, a poetic description of an initiation into the dark rites of Cybelê (the Magna Mater or Bona Dea, whose cult was popular in Julian Rome), several elegies, a hymn to the goddess Diana, a miniature epic on the marriage of Peleus and Thetis, and numerous satiric epigrams on the follies and crudities of his Roman contemporaries.

The poems of Catullus are known to us through a single manuscript found in his home town of Verona.

Nulli se dicit mulier mea nubere malle
quam mihi, non si se Iuppiter ipse petat.
dicit: sed mulier cupido quod dicit amanti,
in uento et rapida scribere oportet aqua.

(The woman says she’d rather marry me than anyone,
even should Jupiter himself come calling.
This is what she says, but what a woman tells to her lover in
desire might as well be written on air and running water.)

Odi et amo. quare id faciam, fortasse requiris?
nescio, sed fieri sentio et excrucior.

(I hate and I love. You ask me how this can be;
I don’t know: I only know that I feel it, and it hurts.)


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Original Publication Date: 5/11/95

Originally published in Red Flame No. 2 – Mystery of Mystery: A Primer of Thelemic Ecclesiastical Gnosticism by Tau Apiryon and Helena; Berkeley, CA 1995 e.v.